Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts

Monday, May 4, 2009

Reflection

This has got to be one of my favorite cards (at least that I've created in sometime.)  I should say that this was CASEd from two different cards that I saw on SCS in the Clean & Simple challenge.  Beyond the beauty of the card is just the ease of it.  Such a simple card to make and to achieve such a classic look.  Do I wish I would have had a SU ribbon?  Yes, but I'm still trying to build my supplies not to mention the business.

Speaking of which, the business that is.  I wish I could report that things are moving along swimmingly but that would be a lie.  I'll just say that I am my own best customer.  I never went into SU with the intention of following the traditional model of success - my aim was to grow an Internet business until the children are in school and then move into workshops and the like.  But I'm not so sure about that any longer. 

I am trying hard to remain confident and upbeat.  I know that my first "real" sale is there - I can feel it.   This evening I got an email from the upline of about at least 3 possibly higher from me (pardon me if I don't get the terminology correct.)  The email was really a report of the top sellers and gifts to them.  The writer's intention was probably to rally everyone to do better but it just distressed me.  $1,000 a month in sales is so far from my reach at this moment.  I'm good for this quarter but next is a whole other story.  Okay, now that I've done the usual Ben thing and talked way to much I'll go.

Thanks for looking and yes HE stamps and wants to sell Stampin' UP!